Reverse Bias

These few days, the second week of my winter vacation,
I started to realize, I was losing the ability to handle my second language..

Pity me, is this what I destined for my decision?
When I spoke and going around with my siblings as well as my dearest friends,
a strong response was alerting me, 'Deterioration of my second language governance'..

I was reverse biasing..

My college provides me limited environment to widen my knowledge on English learning..
I started to show my feeling of jealousy to FLLD srudents.. They can share what we can't..
I tried out many ways for my improvement, I wish to move forward, not just maintaining..